All My Sons - Post Reading | p.116

-Chris' diary-

Dear diary,

I just can't believe my father is dead. I feel like I'm responsible for his suicide, and it kills me inside. With all the anger and the disappointment that I felt yesterday, I really miss him now. He was my role model. I honestly don't know what I will do without him. I also feel really bad about mom. I mean, she had already lost her son, and now, she lost her husband. She is a very strong woman, but I'm not sure how she is going to deal with that.

I couldn't sleep at night. I was lost in so many thoughts. What am I gonna do now? How do I move on? Ann and I are going to get married in a couple of months. We decided to buy a small house in the countryside and move. We will start together a new life, and forget about the past. I really need to leave, because I know I can't stay here.

I just hope that all of us will get over it soon. I hope mom won't lose her mind alone. Although I still think what my father did was wrong, I wish he was here now. But he will always stay in my heart.

Excellent!
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Daphna